I'm calling tomorrow about the schedule for transferring Surya-Scott and then... moving on.
The Dr called me himself and suggested that next time we do icsi (where they directly put the sperm into the egg) but honestly, we've fertilized 7 eggs and only have had 1 make it to day 5. I'm not convinced it will work. (work defined as getting a pregnancy).
3 IVFs, 19 eggs retrieved, 7 fertilized, 7 made it to day 3, 1 made it to day 5.
Sometime in December I think we'll see if any lead to pregnancy.
Not going to lie, my instinct it no.
We actively looking at egg banks and dipping our toes in the adoption waters.
I am heartbroken. I know there are larger tragedies in the world (hell, that I have this blog is the result of one of them) but I so crushed.