I'm not pregnant. We are moving on to IVF.
That out of the way...
On Thursday of last week, the last time I posted, I thought the test I took in the morning was negative. came home from work and began packing for a short canoeing/camping/kayaking trip with friends and without baby. I went to pack a pregnancy test and saw the one I took that morning, faintly positive, much to my surprise.
I gave it a good try- not getting excited, not telling hub, not getting my hopes up- but failed spectacularly. I called hub, cried and swore off beer for my trip.
I was overjoyed.
We tried to be cautious. We reminded each other that this was very faint, very early. I took a test in the afternoon, again, faintly positive.
The next morning I took 2 more tests FRER and my standard internet cheap tests. Peed and then went and laid down. Hub checked them- negative he said. I looked and could see a faint line- slightly darker than the day before on the cheap test. Nothing on FRER. I was concerned, and knew that this wasn’t going to happen this cycle, but I put on a happy face.
The next morning- 11DPO now- I took a test in a porta-potty beside a beautiful river way up in the woods.
No question about it. Negative.
So there lies the Ultimate Cycle.
The universe is an asshole.
|Hub and I|
I'm gonna wish I had a storm warnin'I'm gonna wish I had a sign
I'm gonna wish I had a little heads up
A little leeway, a little more time
Hunter Hayes, Storm Warning