I miss Blue Sunday today. I miss him every day, I don't know why it is bothering me today especially.
It isn't the 4th or the 31st of a month- Blue Sunday's loss date and due date.
It isn't September or May- The month I found out I was pregnant and the month I should have been due.
It isn't CD1, I'm not starting to spot. I am actually ovulating.
I think I am just floor at how long its been. We've now been TTC for 2 years.
2 years. One pregnancy. No babies.
It seems unbelievable that this is my life.
Time keeps on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into the future
Time keeps on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into the future
Steve Miller Band, Fly Like and Eagle
Hugs to you today. I try to not add it up...but yes two years, two pregnancies, no babies on Earth.
ReplyDeleteP.S. Stay off FB tonight, there are a lot of Easter Bunny basket pictures...yet another trigger, what we should be doing tonight.
Hi Amy! Thanks for the comment and the warning! I am so sorry for your losses. There is something awful about losing the time itself, too. I keep telling myself someday, some way.
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